Blowing Up Any Minute

Time and time negative stuffs keep on coming from all around and it really going to kill me one day seriously. It's a feeling that is so hard to explain and I believe quite a lot of people had gone through this kind of feeling. After hearing the news, I freaking shouted in a bus and everyone was staring at me, it was pai seh for me but I really can't hold my shouts. It's like I just need to vent it out or else I may just die on the bus, all I know is I am damn miserable now and really don't know what to say anymore. I don't know how long I can keep my chill for as I have already accumulated a lot of anger and just didn't let it out. I believe it will be any moment now and when someone goes over the limit.