There is times when he look himself at the mirror, he thinks whether was he a suitable guy for her, whether did he make the girl angry, sad or whatever that is negative. He knows that there is someone that she can't let go, but he himself also can't let it go till now even though he looks physically fine, but mentally he is a guy drowned by things that he maybe shouldn't be doing at all which make things worse and even though he knew it, he still insist on doing it. His stubborn attitude is the cause to all this nonsense that almost seems irreversible and to him it is just like his cycle of life and he won't stop till he get what he wants, but getting deeper into the hole is what he gets for this cycle and no one is able to save him other than himself.